Tuesday 22 September 2009
Ohhh Uh.
The agencies I applied to require Photo ID be sent within 72 hours of their acceptance, I can not find the cable to my camera to send it The dead line is getitng nearer and Im beginning to think this whole thing is a bad idea.
Sunday 20 September 2009
How it all started....
I am a Daughter, a Sister, a Granddaughter, a Cousin, a Niece, and a Mother, I'm starting this blog so you can follow me on my journey to becoming a web cam model/stripper /Facilitator I'm not sure of the exact title But I'm sure the more people who find out about my new venture the more 'titles' I will have!
A brief description of My situation.
I have 2 small daughters. one is at school and the other is at home with me full time.
My daughters and I have had to rely on state benefits for some time, this is not only a situation I hoped I would never find myself in but also a hard situation to step away from.
Being out of the work place for a few years, I don't know where to start - whether to go back to education or go in at a low level job with the possibility of training, either way I would not be making enough money to provide my children with the things they need, I know this is a controversial statement and that as parents we shouldn't buy into the pressure of material Items but being a parent is expensive and it is ultimately financially stable parents who make the comments about children only needing love and a stable home, My children have that in abundance, However they are probably not the parents struggling to pay for school shoes or a school trip or to buy the latest toy/gadget which will be superseded by a shiner fancier version within 2 weeks.
This situation has prompted me to do something drastic and last week I bought a web cam - It was initially purchased as My daughters father lives 200 miles away so that they could see him more frequently, I have been using it to chat to friends (in a completely unsexual way!) and then while I was washing up an article came on the radio about web modelling and how women were making serious money from it.
At first I joked to my friend I should do that now that I have a web cam, but the more I thought about it the more it appeared to be a way to earn good money quickly, legally, with minimum effort and around the children, the main thing for me is that it is anonymous, I signed up with 2 agencies and had replies with 24 hours to say I would be able to work for them, I am aware that involves interaction on a level I have never been to with a stranger before and that is quite daunting, there is also the prospect of me being naked or semi clothed - I have had 2 children and it shows! I am sure there will be requests for things I will not be happy to do to and I am not sure how I will react to that and whether the pressure of it will be too great to justify the money, but ultimately that is the thing at the moment that is swaying me towards it.
My family and friends will be horrified to learn I am choosing to earn money in such a way and I am a sure I will have to contend with comments about earning money in nicer more respectful ways But whilst I am sitting here next to a stack of unpaid bills with children with too short pyjamas and no food in the cupboard that's a price I'm willing to pay.
A brief description of My situation.
I have 2 small daughters. one is at school and the other is at home with me full time.
My daughters and I have had to rely on state benefits for some time, this is not only a situation I hoped I would never find myself in but also a hard situation to step away from.
Being out of the work place for a few years, I don't know where to start - whether to go back to education or go in at a low level job with the possibility of training, either way I would not be making enough money to provide my children with the things they need, I know this is a controversial statement and that as parents we shouldn't buy into the pressure of material Items but being a parent is expensive and it is ultimately financially stable parents who make the comments about children only needing love and a stable home, My children have that in abundance, However they are probably not the parents struggling to pay for school shoes or a school trip or to buy the latest toy/gadget which will be superseded by a shiner fancier version within 2 weeks.
This situation has prompted me to do something drastic and last week I bought a web cam - It was initially purchased as My daughters father lives 200 miles away so that they could see him more frequently, I have been using it to chat to friends (in a completely unsexual way!) and then while I was washing up an article came on the radio about web modelling and how women were making serious money from it.
At first I joked to my friend I should do that now that I have a web cam, but the more I thought about it the more it appeared to be a way to earn good money quickly, legally, with minimum effort and around the children, the main thing for me is that it is anonymous, I signed up with 2 agencies and had replies with 24 hours to say I would be able to work for them, I am aware that involves interaction on a level I have never been to with a stranger before and that is quite daunting, there is also the prospect of me being naked or semi clothed - I have had 2 children and it shows! I am sure there will be requests for things I will not be happy to do to and I am not sure how I will react to that and whether the pressure of it will be too great to justify the money, but ultimately that is the thing at the moment that is swaying me towards it.
My family and friends will be horrified to learn I am choosing to earn money in such a way and I am a sure I will have to contend with comments about earning money in nicer more respectful ways But whilst I am sitting here next to a stack of unpaid bills with children with too short pyjamas and no food in the cupboard that's a price I'm willing to pay.
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